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Convulsing…Into Nothing!

 
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cimages



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PostPosted: Tue Feb 28, 2006 5:26 pm    Post subject: Convulsing…Into Nothing! Reply with quote

As I dissolve further & further into nothingness
Thoughts come up about the richness of the experiences
Of what once…was thought….was me.

Experiences that now seem as if they occurred in a dream
Because they seem so far away now, out of touch, out of reach.

It could be said that these are the death throes of an ego
Gasping, grasping to hang on to the last vestiges of it’s self.

Perhaps it’s the loss of the pain
The pain that shaped, developed, formed
The pain of love lost…the pain of others…the pain of being.

How it was longed for….for that pain to stop
How that pain propelled the drive….the seeking.

It now seems that it was the pain that defined
For I now no longer know who I am…who I was
Nothing to attach to….no sense of purpose
No more pain….only numbness.

Perhaps this was a flaw of who I thought I was
This identity with pain.

Others that have made the transition to nothing
Speak of a richness of the experience,
I have also at times experienced this too.

But it’s more like a radio stuck between channels…staticky

Not here nor not there….stuck between worlds
Without texture….without substance…without depth.

Dissolving….Materializing….Coming ….Going….Convulsing!

The death throes……into nothing!

Experienced……by no One!

Peace!
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PostPosted: Tue Feb 28, 2006 5:46 pm    Post subject: Re: Convulsing…Into Nothing! Reply with quote

cimages wrote:
As I dissolve further & further into nothingness
Thoughts come up about the richness of the experiences
Of what once…was thought….was me.

Experiences that now seem as if they occurred in a dream
Because they seem so far away now, out of touch, out of reach.

It could be said that these are the death throes of an ego
Gasping, grasping to hang on to the last vestiges of it’s self.

Perhaps it’s the loss of the pain
The pain that shaped, developed, formed
The pain of love lost…the pain of others…the pain of being.

How it was longed for….for that pain to stop
How that pain propelled the drive….the seeking.

It now seems that it was the pain that defined
For I now no longer know who I am…who I was
Nothing to attach to….no sense of purpose
No more pain….only numbness.

Perhaps this was a flaw of who I thought I was
This identity with pain.

Others that have made the transition to nothing
Speak of a richness of the experience,
I have also at times experienced this too.

But it’s more like a radio stuck between channels…staticky

Not here nor not there….stuck between worlds
Without texture….without substance…without depth.

Dissolving….Materializing….Coming ….Going….Convulsing!

The death throes……into nothing!

Experienced……by no One!

Peace!




The ego can turn even the smallest hint of ripple into a story....and then can fill in the spaces with an entire world.

It is the gravitation of i am....upon which the dream is woven.....of ever finer threads.







Laughing








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cimages



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PostPosted: Tue Feb 28, 2006 10:42 pm    Post subject: Re: Convulsing…Into Nothing! Reply with quote

toombaru wrote:


The ego can turn even the smallest hint of ripple into a story....and then can fill in the spaces with an entire world.

It is the gravitation of i am....upon which the dream is woven.....of ever finer threads.

toombaru


Very poetic

Peace!
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PostPosted: Tue Feb 28, 2006 11:04 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Enjoying these poems and posts!

love,
sarathrilled Very Happy
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 01, 2006 7:37 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

sara wrote:
Enjoying these poems and posts!

love,
sarathrilled :D





They are laced with a poison that can destroy the known world.



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michael



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PostPosted: Wed Mar 01, 2006 8:39 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Poison for whom?

Love
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 01, 2006 12:33 pm    Post subject: Re: Convulsing…Into Nothing! Reply with quote

cimages wrote:
As I dissolve further & further into nothingness
Thoughts come up about the richness of the experiences
Of what once…was thought….was me.

Experiences that now seem as if they occurred in a dream
Because they seem so far away now, out of touch, out of reach.

It could be said that these are the death throes of an ego
Gasping, grasping to hang on to the last vestiges of it’s self.

Perhaps it’s the loss of the pain
The pain that shaped, developed, formed
The pain of love lost…the pain of others…the pain of being.

How it was longed for….for that pain to stop
How that pain propelled the drive….the seeking.

It now seems that it was the pain that defined
For I now no longer know who I am…who I was
Nothing to attach to….no sense of purpose
No more pain….only numbness.

Perhaps this was a flaw of who I thought I was
This identity with pain.

Others that have made the transition to nothing
Speak of a richness of the experience,
I have also at times experienced this too.

But it’s more like a radio stuck between channels…staticky

Not here nor not there….stuck between worlds
Without texture….without substance…without depth.

Dissolving….Materializing….Coming ….Going….Convulsing!

The death throes……into nothing!

Experienced……by no One!

Peace!



Which is another way of saying that there is already only Nothingness arising as..........

dissolving
ego
gasping
grasping
pain
seeking
numbness
transition
stuckness
materializing
coming
going
convulsing

...........and everything else "no-one" appears to be experiencing.

Complete, unconditional, unavoidable Unicity, exactly as "no-one" already is.
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 01, 2006 1:14 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

michael wrote:
Poison for whom?

Love


Ah...That question IS the poison!
...and the antidote...
... For No-One...
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PostPosted: Wed Mar 01, 2006 2:28 pm    Post subject: Re: Convulsing…Into Nothing! Reply with quote

heron wrote:
cimages wrote:
As I dissolve further & further into nothingness
The death throes……into nothing!

Experienced……by no One!


Which is another way of saying that there is already only Nothingness arising as..........

dissolving...

Complete, unconditional, unavoidable Unicity, exactly as "no-one" already is.



Nothingness arising as heron.....complete, unconditional, unavoidable Unicity.


Love beyond expression,
'saron'
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